“Love Island USA”'s Jeremiah Reveals 'Where I F----- Up' in His Rocky Relationship with Huda (Exclusive)

Jeremiah Brown decidedly has immoderate regrets astir really he handled his narration pinch Huda Mustafa successful nan Love Island USA villa.

The 25-year-old was dumped from nan Fiji villa connected nan June 22 section of nan Peacock making love series, conscionable days aft his narration pinch Huda, 24, came to a fiery conclusion aft days of ups and downs.

He opted to recouple pinch bombshell Iris Kendall alternatively of sticking pinch Huda, but recovered much of a platonic relationship pinch nan 25-year-old, and was conscionable starting to consciousness sparks pinch bombshell Adreina Santos erstwhile he was voted disconnected by nan different boys, which he tells PEOPLE felt for illustration a "betrayal."

Looking back, Jeremiah has 3 awesome regrets erstwhile it comes to really he handled his relationship pinch Huda, who he was coupled up pinch from time 1 successful nan villa.

The first point he says he regrets is "getting friendly truthful soon, truthful fast" pinch Huda.

"That decidedly — we skipped a batch of steps, and threw america into, aliases threw her headspace into a relationship, and I was conscionable trying to bask being coupled up," he says of their determination to person activity early connected successful nan series.

He besides regrets "not telling her who I americium successful a relationship."

"That's wherever I f----- up," Jeremiah admits. "Because she asked me, 'Who are you successful a relationship?' And I conscionable talked astir everything I did successful my [past] relationship, and past she expected that nan adjacent day. And I was like, 'Oh, okay, possibly [I should] not opportunity each these tiny things I do successful a narration [so soon].'"

Jeremiah besides wishes he would've been vocal astir his desire to "slow things down" pinch Huda.

In retrospect, he says that successful nan moments he was "feeling overwhelmed, alternatively of trying to beryllium Superman," he wishes he'd spoken his mind a small spot more.

"I was conscionable benignant of doing excessively much, excessively soon, because I really liked her, and I was like, 'Okay, you cognize what? She deserves this, for deficiency of amended words, truthful fto maine spell effort to do each nan things.'"

In nan extracurricular world, though, he says it would usually return him "months to get" to nan constituent he was astatine pinch Huda aft conscionable days, which is besides really he knows he should've behaved differently.

He knows that he bares portion of nan work for really things escalated betwixt him and Huda.

"I should person nipped it successful nan bud and I didn't, truthful I tin decidedly ain that," he admits. "I should have."

When he learns that Huda is being branded nan villain of nan season, though, he's not needfully wholly successful agreement.

"It doesn't bring maine immoderate joy," he says. But, arsenic he points out, "She did opportunity a batch of things astir maine and to maine that ... aren't okay, and, conscionable for deficiency of amended words, wounded my feelings."

"Like, ohio yeah, it hurt, because I really cared astir her. So erstwhile she's successful nan ablution saying this and that to her friends, and talking and she runs distant and says this and that, I'm conscionable like, 'Damn. I would ne'er do that to you.'"

The last straw for him pinch Huda was erstwhile she cussed him retired successful beforehand of nan full villa, he says.

During 1 of their past conversations arsenic a couple, Jeremiah told Huda he was "not trying to get you to for illustration me," which she spun astir and understood arsenic him telling her he didn't "care" if she liked him.

"She virtually conscionable changed nan words successful 10 seconds," he recalls.

"And past [she] said, 'Have a bully life, brother,' and walked away, and then, 'F him,' complete location cussing maine retired to everybody, and past I cognize they're going done hellhole and I'm going done hell. So I'm conscionable like, 'Okay, yeah. This has sewage to end.'"

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