Why Kristin Cavallari Thinks Filming “Very Cavallari” at the Uncommon James Office 'Attracted the Wrong Type of Employee' (Exclusive)

Being a female successful powerfulness isn’t ever easy.

Kristin Cavallari revisited nan ups and downs of her TV profession for PEOPLE’s latest section of Reality Rewatch. After watching 1 of nan much explosive scenes of Very Cavallari, in which she screams astatine an Uncommon James employee, nan laminitis reflects connected what she felt successful that moment.

“I wish arsenic a leader I didn't suffer my s--- for illustration that,” Cavallari explains. “However, that was nan last straw aft a cardinal different things. And that was a immense motorboat day, a immense moment.”

Cavallari was proud to animate others by documenting nan improvement of her institution contempt nan issues being connected TV caused internally.

The incident successful nan play 1 clip showed nan reality star’s vexation erstwhile she learned nan Uncommon James societal media head Shannon Ford — who was rolling her eyes and dismissing Cavallari — did not adhd links for group to shop nan products featured successful photos. This hostility continued to build and yet led to Ford’s memorable firing successful nan play 2 premiere.

“I ne'er regret showing immoderate of those startup moments connected Very Cavallari because I, really during that phase, had a batch of entrepreneurs, founders, CEOs coming up to maine and saying they really appreciated that I put those existent raw, not-glamorous moments connected TV,” Cavallari shares. “Because it's what each laminitis goes through. The challenging portion for maine during that clip was, filming a show astir my institution really attracted nan incorrect type of employee.”

“I'm very thankful for nan show, because it catapulted Uncommon James to nan adjacent level, but I'm really happy now that I do not person cameras successful nan office,” she adds. “Because I person nan astir unthinkable squad who does not attraction astir being connected camera. It’s a very different type of person.”

Ford said successful nan past that she wasn't arsenic committed to her activity astatine Uncommon James arsenic she should person been.

Ford has antecedently addressed nan feud, which worsened erstwhile she posted a video of what she claimed was an accidental run-in pinch Cavallari’s ex-husband Jay Cutler soon aft their divorce. In a 2021 section of nan Not Skinny But Not Fat podcast, she insisted that she she wasn’t bad astatine her job, but now she amended understands Cavallari's frustration.

"I knew I was bully astatine it, but it was for illustration assemblage each complete for me, wherever for illustration each study paper I've ever seen since 4th people is like, 'she has truthful overmuch imaginable but she conscionable won't use herself,'" Ford noted astatine nan time, admitting that she'd often statement pinch her friends and hide to station things for activity erstwhile she was expected to.

She besides acknowledged that she “made a batch of excuses.”

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Very Cavallari came to an extremity successful 2020, aft 3 seasons erstwhile Cavallari and Cutler, who stock 3 children together, split. Although nan Let’s Be Honest podcast big has since said she would ne'er return to reality TV, she presently has a constricted documentary bid airing connected E! called Honestly Cavallari: The Headline Tour, which follows her astatine her unrecorded podcast shows.